But Gaye flourished in Ostend, an unlikely setting for an urbane
black American accustomed to
Los Angeles,
Detroit, and Washington,
D.C. At first, the move seemed like another blunder. He did not
speak Flemish or French, there were few local residents who knew or
cared about his musical achievements, and he was often quite
isolated. Still, he found solace in the salty sea air and worked
himself back into shape by jogging along the beach and boxing in a
local gym. He started work in a nearby studio on a comeback album
that would become an international smash, and, more importantly, he
cut down on drug use.
This troubled man found a measure of inner peace in Ostend that
seemed to vanish when he returned to the
United States after almost
two years in
Belgium. Gaye started abusing drugs again and
eventually was shot dead by his father after a series of
confrontations in their home.
"Marvin was a special man, very distinguished, very impressive, but
it was like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde," says Monique Licht, an
independent-film producer in Belgium who worked with Gaye on a
30-minute film for Belgian television, 1981's
Marvin Gaye:
Transit Ostend. (A new film about Gaye, starring
Law &
Order's Jesse L. Martin as the
Motown legend, is scheduled to
begin production later this year.) "At times, he was like an
elegant zombie walking along the beach in Ostend," says Licht. "He
was there, but at the same time he was not there. His mind was
working all the time, thinking a lot of things, and he was far from
his family. Everything was broken in his life and in his mind. He
was suffering."
Like so many who knew Gaye, Licht was both enchanted by his warmth
and intelligence and alarmed by his deep unhappiness, which he was
unable to mask in his later years. She remembers a vibrant man who
was at times utterly delightful and at times completely lost.